VBAC Hopeful?

Good morning!  I put the question mark because there are often doubts about VBAC (vaginal birth after cesarean). In fact most women I meet who have already had a cesarean are surprised when I tell them I am hoping to avoid surgery this time around.
Let's start with Brock's birth story.  I like to say it was an error of interventions.  As a first time mom I was naive and truly thought my experience would be very normal and go exactly as I planned! At 39 weeks I had not started dilating, no biggie I still had time. At 40 weeks, nothing! And then I got the induction talk.  It was scheduled at 40wks 5 days.  Still not worried I had almost a week to get this party started on my own. Our induction day came and I walked into labor and delivery determined to stay out of bed as long as possible.  Our Dr walked in and within an hour of checking in my water had been broken and the pitocin was started.  Oh and I still hadn't dilated! every couple of hours our very nice nurse would come in and increase the pitocin. Slowly I was making progress. By 11 I was at 3 cm. I stayed there for hours. The pain was awful. And I wasn't making progress. I decided on the epidural.  After only taking on one side the anestesiologist upped my dose and I was completely numb. In my heart I knew I wouldnt be able to push.  Then I heard it. The littke heartbeat on the monitor had slowed significantly. The nurses rushed in to turn me, give me oxygen. It helped some but the dr was in and giving me the cesarean talk.  They were worried the cord might be around his neck,  or maybe it was too stressful for him. I think the epidural is what effected him. But regardless I was wheeled into the operating room and they got him out. There was no cord around his neck, but it take what felt like an eternity to hear him cry. They didn't lift him up over the curtain. My first glimpse f him was from the picture my husband took. Then they brought him to my face so I could kiss him. My arms were strapped down s o I couldn't hold him or touch him until I was brought back to my room. And because of the meds I needed some help nursing but he was a natural and I instantly fell in love. He is a perfectly healthy almost 2 year old now and I couldn't be more grateful.
This time around there is a very good chance I will end up in the OR again. Most drs are worried about complications, the 1% chance that my uterus will rupture at my incision scar.
I will not be induced this time, I must go into labor on my own. And my drs will use an interns l monitor and epidural to monitor for complications and incase there is an emergency.
I've already started giving baby Miles peptalks, once October hits he can come whenever he wants. And I plan to labor at home as long as possible. Only time will tell. As long as I am holding this sweet little boy in my arms I will be happy!

"Livin on a Prayer"

So I'm a week late, but I've had that song stuck in my head for weeks! There is just something about hitting the halfway point that really makes me feel pregnant. I don't know if it is the summer heat or the anticipation but I feel HUGE! I no longer get those inquisitive looks" is she or isn't she" there is no doubt I am pregnant! Baby Miles, yes he's got a name, is moving all around and right on target. Some other things going on with this pregnancy, I've decided to hang up my running shoes. This makes me very sad, as I love to run, but this big belly does not make it easy. I'm counting down the days until I can hit the pavement again. I've tried to keep up with my 3 time a week workouts to even out my almost daily ice cream indulgence! One of the perks of being pregnant right?
I'm still trying to play with this blog, I hope to add pictures next time. And next week I will share my VBAC goals!

A House Full of Boys!

Yes, it's only taken me 6 months to update,  but we are pregnant again!  And it's a BOY! When I was pregnant with Brock I always thought I would want a little girl,  but there is just something about a mama and her little boy! I always how for a healthy baby regardless,  but my husband was over the moon to learn we had another little boy on the way.  I get giddy when I think about our future of soccer games,  mud pies, wrestling, and dirty smelly little boys running through our house. I won't miss the bows or barbies, that's what my adorable niece Olivia is for!  I'll have little boy snuggles to warm my heart!

A New Year...AGAIN!

Well to say I failed at this blog would be putting it lightly! 1 year ago I commited to documenting our lives and here I am 1 year later and this is my second post! I guess you could say we've been busy!

So here we go, 2012 in review.
January:first time eating "real" food
February:I ran 2 half marathons, we went to Animal Kingdom, and had our first official date night post baby (only took us 7 months!)
March:First trip to the beach
April:hmmm for some reason I cant think of anything for this month!
May: first "official" mother's day
June:first airplane trip to see Grandma in Tennessee
July: FIRST BIRTHDAY!!!!
August: First day of school, and Mommy's first overnight trip
September: LEGOLAND
October: Trick-or-Treating x3, We are Pros!
November:We welcomed our new neice, Olivia!
December:Lots of Christmas visitors!


These were the major happenings in 2012. Of course there were plenty of little events and this is why I WILL be update this regularly!